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I'm just a little rain cloud surrounded by rainbows.
Heya, I'm Rene, aka Axel. I'm just a dude who is in technical school during high school to be a Multimedia Artist/Animator. Here is my personal page where I share my character art, my fandoms, and experimental art. Come stay a while if you like. The worst I'll do is rant your ears out about my depressing life and my many interest.
I'm 16 years old, but I act older and more mature for my age according to most adults who know me.
Rene is my internet pen name, while Axel is my current nickname I use. Some people know me as my legal name, but I request not to call me or not ask me about my legal name.
Even tho I come off as cold and aloof, I realy do care about my friends. My dA friends, for example, have been close friends with me since the day I met them.
I live in the more Northeastern part of the USA. Bitter cold winters and gross hot summers happen here. At least I'm a mile away from one of the 5 great lakes.
I am a Female to Male Transgender dude. He/Him or They/Them are my preferred pronouns. So that's a little heads up for whenever I end up venting about how dysphoric I am.
I guess while we are on the LGBT+ topic, I'm also Pansexual. Which means I like people sexually regardless of their gender.
Mental health has been an issue with me for years. I've been battling depression for years, and just now taking the steps to reduce the problems it causes in my life.
I am autistic. It runs in the family, and I guess I'm the "lucky" one. I was diagnosed at 4 but never treated because I was "normal" enough to be okay in the real world. There are moments that I remember that I'm autistic, but other than that, it's how I am.
I try my best to be active on social media, but with schooling and mental health, it's not easy to be online these days.
Please consider checking out my amazing friends. They are an amazing inspiration for me, and they helped me in one way or another. They are so nice to me, and they are the reason why I am who I am now.
And if you are on this list... from the bottom of my heart, thank you for everything.
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Quotes I like
"I don’t sleep anymore. I don’t eat anymore. I don’t live anymore. I don’t feel."
-System of a Down, ATWA
"Life is a waterfall, we’re one in the river and one again after the fall. Swimming through the void we hear the word, we lose ourselves but we find it all."
-System of a Down, Aerials
"We are the ones that want to choose. Always want to play but you never want to lose."
-System of a Down, Aerials
"So when you’re feeling crazy and things fall apart, listen to your head. Remember who you are."
-Three Days Grace, Unbreakable Heart
"I feel numb. I can’t come to life. I feel like I’m frozen in time."
-Three Days Grace, World So Cold
"And in a way, it seems there’s no one to call when our thoughts are so numb and our feeling’s unsure. We all have emptiness inside. We all have answers to find. But you can’t win this fight."
-Avenged Sevenfold, Welcome To The Family
"Sorrow sank deep inside my blood, all the ones around me, I cared for and loved…"
-Avenged Sevenfold, I Won’t See You Tonight (Part 1)
"I see my world crumble and fall before my eyes. I know, I know. Dark will turn to light, in time I’ll be alright."
-Avenged Sevenfold, And All Things Will End
"I slide through the wasteland that’s my world. My hunger takes your life, preyed on to keep me alive, yeah. Mercy’s all that you need, mercy’s empty in me."
-Avenged Sevenfold, Sidewinder